Tests... Tests... More Tests

So this week is an infamous week in the lives of those in the Junior Core.  Two tests... Two days... Five hours... and one to go.  My brain is completely mush so in order to remedy that, I have my food and I'm going to mindlessly stare at my computer for a little bit.  And I never thought I would be excited to go to work but I am!!! Plus at the end of the week, is General Conference! WAHOO! and I get to spend time with my best friend!  How much better can life get?

Did I mention no classes Monday?

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So this will be my 50th post!  I never saw myself as a blogger but here I am.
In addition to that, I am preparing for the first round of exams in the junior core.  AAAHHH!!!  Studying is a beast!  Good thing they cancelled classes!  I don't know if I would survive otherwise!  Honestly I don 't have much to write... This is more of a procrastination tool so I guess I better get back to it and hit the books.

Mission: Possible?

So I realized I'm getting older and my 21st birthday is not far away.  After watching a dear friend make an important decision, I started to think about if a mission was in my future or not.  As of right now, I have a strong desire and at the surface level, everything seems like it could be put in order in time for me to go next summer.  Who knows what will happen.  All I know is MISSION?--POSSIBLE!

Pray=ANSWERED

This semester is easily going to be one of the most difficult in my life.  The homework is insane!  Today I was getting really frustrated with a problem.  I was on the verge of tears because I didn't think I would be able to figure the problems out.  In addition to that, the group dynamic has not been working well for me.  I try my hardest but it seems like I am always being left behind.  Anyway, I started my homework and everything seemed about as clear as mud.  I decided to read my scriptures and pray even though I was technically working with my group and I was kind of embarrassed.  I just accepted that fact and did it anyway and it was the best decision I could have made.  I struggled over the one problem and realized that it had answered 3 problems instead of just one.  I am so blessed.  It's true that the best way to get help is through the marvelous gift of prayer.  I am so grateful to my Father in Heaven for this wonderful blessing!

Heart Stopping...

We've all been through it.  That phone call that causes your heart to stop even though the party on the other makes it seem like no big deal... the call of the executive secretary or worse the bishop.  I got one of those calls today.  Unfortunately, I had no warning.  My phone decided to freak out and not register my calls.  Then it randomly restarts.  When it restarts, I have a new text from my dear best friend.  Then I notice the voice mail icon at the top.  I call and have two messages.  Odd but not super surprising. The first one, also my best friend. Even though it had some disappointing news, it was still fantastic to hear her voice.  Then the next one... I presumed it was her since I rarely get calls from anyone else.  I was wrong.  It was the bishop.  My heart stopped.  I still don't know fully what it is about but my bishop is coming over sometime after 3pm today.  We'll see what happens with that.

Friendship

So I really want to proclaim to the world how blessed I feel that I have this amazing girl as my best friend!  She is such a sweetheart!!!  Not a day goes by that I am not grateful for the things she does for me, many of them in little ways that she may not always realize.  She really is wonderful and I thank the Lord that she is in my life.  I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!  You will always be mine!!!

MY BAD!!!

So I realized tonight how much I have dropped the ball on things.  And there is really no excuse for that.  I send my sincerest apology out to the one who deserves it most...you know who you are.  There is no excuse for my behavior and I want you to know that there is no need for you to feel guilty or anything.  I take full responsibility for my errors and the pain that they caused.  I love you and would never intentionally hurt you but I know I did.  I wish I could make it all disappear and that I could promise you would never hurt again.  However, I will do everything I possibly can to make that the case.  I love you so so much!  Thank you for sticking by me even when I didn't deserve it.  You truly deserve nothing but the best.  Keep your head up.  There are great things around the corner.  I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Love, Me